Your villain form is optimism as a weapon. It'll be fine, they'll change, next month is when everything turns around. You have manifested a positive attitude directly at a problem that required a phone call, and then been shocked when vibes did not resolve the paperwork.
The dark loop: hope becomes a way of not looking. Red flags become 'pinkish.' You've kept watering things that were plastic. Friends have watched you refill the same broken cup like it's a personality.
But your ridiculous hope is also why people call YOU from rock bottom — you genuinely believe in them, and it works. The upright Star pours where things can grow. Same hope, better soil. Check the flag's actual color once.