Your villain arc starts with the word 'anyway.' Consequences are a rumor, plans are for cowards, and every cliff edge is just a scenic viewpoint you haven't jumped off yet. You once made a life-changing decision in the time it takes other people to choose a lunch.
The people who love you have a group chat. It's called keeping track of you. They've stopped asking 'are you sure?' because you hear it as a starting pistol, and at least two of them have picked you up from an airport you had no reason to be at.
Here's the thing though — the leaps mostly land, and everyone secretly envies the jumping. The upright Fool isn't reckless, just unafraid. Keep the jump. Maybe just… text someone the flight number first.